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You ever prayed for something your whole life? I mean all you dreamed about is this one thing. I mean you know it’s coming, you have the faith and all that. But sometimes, sometimes you second guess yourself. That’s human nature I suppose, second guessing. When life seems to take you more downs than ups, seems like it gives you more losses than wins. But do you stand tall and be bold? Or do you fold? Do you believe? See me I came a long way. Way too far for me to stop now.  Not that I would stop anyways but I’m so close I can feel it, can you feel it?

Days like these I wish I could take the pain away, start over, turn a new page. This chapter begins with no shame, just gain but it'll never be the same if you're not the only thing I gain, the struggles that I face make me stronger everyday. Being away is tough but being closer is even harder, you're like my kryptonite, the closer that you are the harder that I fall, now I done took some falls but none quite like you, the feelings I went through, trust me they went right through. Ripped me into bits of two now I don't know what to do. Must be lost and confused. I swear I'll never be the same if I don't get back to you.